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so for a bit now i haven't been able to hear too well and as of friday, hearing in my right ear went out completely... i've been having asthma issues... and i've been needing blood drawn for a while... i have been pushing it off because i'm terrified of needles...

so i finally got in to the doctor today... new doctor since my old one graduated... in the course of this appointment i had one nurse and 3 doctors all crowd in the take looks at me so that was nerve wracking... i was stuttering because that happens when i get like that...

BUT... turns out my ears is wax buildup (gross, i know but eh...) and so they had to flush out one ear and they're prescribing drops for both ears to hopefully clear out the other one and prevent future problems. there was enough buildup that my ear started bleeding when they finally got it out and my eardrum looks incredibly irritated... as well as, before they got it out... they couldn't see my eardrum behind the wax... which explains why i couldn't hear anything. it was slightly uncomfortable but i pushed through because a lil uncomfy can be sacrificed in order for me to hear again.

afterwards, i've got an appointment for next month because there's just so much to handle and the doctor would like to get to know me so she can help me better (and they probably picked up the fact that i push and push until i can't and need to see a doc)

then i got my blood drawn... 3 people wanted my blood drawn... my doc (for my thyroid) my insurance (to see if there's any risk of diabetes due to my psyche meds) and my testosterone doctor (to check levels and all that jazz) so many tubes... and it doesn't help that needles absolutely terrify me... i see them and the room spins, i feel like i'm gonna vomit, i just want to cry.... so i focus on the painting of a flower on the wall and try to force myself to remember to breathe so i don't hyperventilate as they take my blood...

so... i was just a mess... and it's not even noon yet... so i apologize if i become slow to respond or anything but i need a lil time to myself because my anxiety is through the roof, and i still feel like i'm gonna vomit at just the thought that there was a needle in me.

sorry about that, just an update, please be patient as i try to get through this. at least i managed to do it, that's something to be proud of... i'm just...

a mess.

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This Artist suffers from PTSD, Bipolar with psychotic features, Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia
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Thank you so much for the fav on my InkTober entry. :hug:
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